My favorite thing about double barrelled shotguns is that both eyes have a barrel to look down.
Dark, candlelight shower with Alice In Chains
I hope I fuckin’ die in bed tonight
I wish somebody would shed some light
Death is always on my mind. It’s just a blank, state of irelivency to the rest of the world. In a way, I’d rather let people mourn my death until they forgot I existed. I serve no purpose on Earth and everyday makes me more miserable. Why not put me out of my pain?
I remember when I carved two groups of tally marks on my old bunk bed. I counted reasons to live and reasons to die..
There were almost three times as many reasons to die as there were reasons to live.
I love you..
My thoughts never drift far from you
My lack of control has thrown me in the pool
I want to make your world finally see the sun
I’ve been in the dark and know it’s not fun
I see it in your eyes and want to fill them
But I only see that I hurt just as bad
As one the one who had you at gunpoint
You’re the most amazing person I’ve ever met and I wish I’d held on to you when you were still around.
My words are for your ears only. Or so it would seem. No others would ever listen or think of what they mean.
I chase death with haste
I crave death and to be saved
Let me out of this cage
Let me go, with my rage